oh man. i know that i said that i was gonna sleep, but.. i just had to continue with my record of HM5 because.. i just have to. (: (: (: and praise God He's my strength so who cares if i don't get enough sleep! hahaha. it's amazing how God manages to put my thoughts the clearest when i am absolutely dozing off hallelujah.
the essence of HM5.
God is love. i can safely say that this is the first time in my whole life of 17 years that i have ever felt so loved. loved absolutely unconditionally with a love that is unfailing, strong, absolutely reliable, tender, fatherly, forgiving, faithful, and intense like fire to say the least. Worship was the ultimate. Everytime i worshipped, i felt God's presence permeate the air around me and my skin and inside my heart. It was undeniable. undeniably good! i was just receiving and receiving the love that He loves me with which is immeasurable and too good to describe. and it overwhelmed me many times to tears. Before HM, i had never realised just what kind of love God loves me with. It is when i am at my weakest and smallest that God would hold me in His arms and supports me up and assures me that He's always going to be there and He'd always love me the same. Regardless of my marks. Regardless of my deeds. Regardless of my thoughts. Even if i hated Him to the core, He would love me just the same. But when you know intimately of His love, you're changed forever. I couldn't help but love Him back when i knew just how much He loves me and cares for me. He is irresistible and I am irresistible as well in Him! (: Hallelujahhhhhh hahahahaah! If you think i'm just imagining things and personifying a feeling, you're wrong. God's love is more real than any other love i've ever felt in my entire life and if you don't believe that you'll just have to feel it for yourself (: hallelujah!!
God is good. Hallelujah! God is good, regardless of what i believe or what you believe. It is a truth that God is good and faithful. it's even more real than a fact because facts can change, but truths do not. and this truth overwhelmed me during HM5. God is faithful. His word is truth and His promises will surely come to pass because He says so. and what is the crux of the truth here? that Jesus died and rose again. this truth just breaks the whole circle of arguments and dispells all doubts that Jesus is God and Jesus is the life and that the Word is truth beyond all other names and principalities and powers! It is not about our faith even, but of knowing that GOd will always be faithful, even when we are not. Jesus is the author and finisher of our faith hallelujah, because we hold fast to the truth that Jesus is always faithful and good. It was at HM that this head knowledge finally and i mean FINALLY sank into my heart to become heart-knowledge. hallelujah, God loves me, and He is good. He is good.
I am Daddy's little girl. it was also during HM5 that i received the approval of a Dad from my Daddy in heaven (: it's the kind of approval that does not depend on anything that i do right or do wrong. it doesn't depend on how well i do in school or how responsible i am. it's unconditional. and it's my Daddy God's love that gives me the assurance to know that i can do absolutely anything and still be acceptable in His eyes (:
and this is the joy that i've received that cannot be taken away. (: thank you Lord. for HM5.
the essence of HM5.
God is love. i can safely say that this is the first time in my whole life of 17 years that i have ever felt so loved. loved absolutely unconditionally with a love that is unfailing, strong, absolutely reliable, tender, fatherly, forgiving, faithful, and intense like fire to say the least. Worship was the ultimate. Everytime i worshipped, i felt God's presence permeate the air around me and my skin and inside my heart. It was undeniable. undeniably good! i was just receiving and receiving the love that He loves me with which is immeasurable and too good to describe. and it overwhelmed me many times to tears. Before HM, i had never realised just what kind of love God loves me with. It is when i am at my weakest and smallest that God would hold me in His arms and supports me up and assures me that He's always going to be there and He'd always love me the same. Regardless of my marks. Regardless of my deeds. Regardless of my thoughts. Even if i hated Him to the core, He would love me just the same. But when you know intimately of His love, you're changed forever. I couldn't help but love Him back when i knew just how much He loves me and cares for me. He is irresistible and I am irresistible as well in Him! (: Hallelujahhhhhh hahahahaah! If you think i'm just imagining things and personifying a feeling, you're wrong. God's love is more real than any other love i've ever felt in my entire life and if you don't believe that you'll just have to feel it for yourself (: hallelujah!!
God is good. Hallelujah! God is good, regardless of what i believe or what you believe. It is a truth that God is good and faithful. it's even more real than a fact because facts can change, but truths do not. and this truth overwhelmed me during HM5. God is faithful. His word is truth and His promises will surely come to pass because He says so. and what is the crux of the truth here? that Jesus died and rose again. this truth just breaks the whole circle of arguments and dispells all doubts that Jesus is God and Jesus is the life and that the Word is truth beyond all other names and principalities and powers! It is not about our faith even, but of knowing that GOd will always be faithful, even when we are not. Jesus is the author and finisher of our faith hallelujah, because we hold fast to the truth that Jesus is always faithful and good. It was at HM that this head knowledge finally and i mean FINALLY sank into my heart to become heart-knowledge. hallelujah, God loves me, and He is good. He is good.
I am Daddy's little girl. it was also during HM5 that i received the approval of a Dad from my Daddy in heaven (: it's the kind of approval that does not depend on anything that i do right or do wrong. it doesn't depend on how well i do in school or how responsible i am. it's unconditional. and it's my Daddy God's love that gives me the assurance to know that i can do absolutely anything and still be acceptable in His eyes (:
and this is the joy that i've received that cannot be taken away. (: thank you Lord. for HM5.
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