feeling very shitty after listening to some christian songs that sherm played for me over the phone.
don moen, dennis sth, and some others.
some real sloooooow stuff
i didn't feel like i could connect with them at all.
maybe it was the opera-like style of the accompanying choir.
the adagio tempo was really sleepifying.
i didn't even feel the holy spirit moving to them on the whole. doink. some yes, but others... they were more like a drain.
why?
there's so many things i don't understand. sometimes my faith just drops to an all time low. why? no doubt this is a pretty hard walk. thankfully i've got Jesus to carry me on the toughest roads.
and so do you.
something about hardships and challenges force us to grow up. i guess it's the making decisions part and having to face the consequences. no matter good or bad. taking responsibility. stuff like that.
just talked to lynn. she's got bio tomorrow.. invariably she was feeling a little stressed. hope she's feeling better now. to all the bio peeeeple: give it your all and just forget everything after the exam (:
brilliant. i've got a headache now. gonna go rest
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s.h.e-meilixinshijie `very uppity! (:
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