yesterday night hit my heart like an arrow straight to the target. i felt a loss. a weight. some pity. some sympathy. sorrow. melancholy. forlorn. confused. why? what really happened? why wasn't she saved by God? i don't know. i hate sickness. i hate death. it takes away people. it demeans life. it takes away lives. breath. warmth. laughter. smiles. joy. screwit. jeremy,xiaotian,allherfriendsfamily,pleasetrytobestrong.
even tho i didn't know her personally, i could sense how she affected those people that knew her. her parents her siblings her friends.. the people i know. she was priceless. somehow i know that her life has affected me indirectly. and i believe like so for everyone in rj.. it's hard to imagine someone leaving just like that. gone, for now, thankfully not forever. but still. there's a gap now. a vacuum where things could have happened but will not anymore. and it's a chain effect that will impact many, many people..
is this meant to be? how can a life snuffed before its time be meant to be? God never ordained for man to die.. and definitely not die young. she's just asleep. and with Jesus comes Life and resurrection. yes, she's in heaven now, basking in His glory.. in a much better place. eternally. eternal life. we mourn for our loss, but we must rejoice for her. that's how she'd want it to be. soon, we'd all be right there with her. and it'd only seem like an instant ago when we last met. then, i'd finally get to know her for myself.
seeyoulaterkelly.
even tho i didn't know her personally, i could sense how she affected those people that knew her. her parents her siblings her friends.. the people i know. she was priceless. somehow i know that her life has affected me indirectly. and i believe like so for everyone in rj.. it's hard to imagine someone leaving just like that. gone, for now, thankfully not forever. but still. there's a gap now. a vacuum where things could have happened but will not anymore. and it's a chain effect that will impact many, many people..
is this meant to be? how can a life snuffed before its time be meant to be? God never ordained for man to die.. and definitely not die young. she's just asleep. and with Jesus comes Life and resurrection. yes, she's in heaven now, basking in His glory.. in a much better place. eternally. eternal life. we mourn for our loss, but we must rejoice for her. that's how she'd want it to be. soon, we'd all be right there with her. and it'd only seem like an instant ago when we last met. then, i'd finally get to know her for myself.
seeyoulaterkelly.
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