I do not need to earn
a love I already have
I do not need to strive to become
someone I already am
I do not need to worry about envy seek run after lust suffer weep crave or wish wish wish wish with all my might for any damn thing in this world
for I already have everything I will ever want or need
I've been so tired running in circles after a finishing line
that had always been my starting point
I've always had it all
It's all done.
In Christ.
what am i doing?! what the fuck am i doing. i've been such a moron all this while. hey. it's no wonder i'm getting so stressed out and having all kinds of strange mood swings and weird panic attacks. oh fuck. the stupidest thing to ever do is trying to be in a place you already are in. like trying to be in rock auditorium when i'm sitting IN it. it's exactly what i'm doing now with everything that i already have. oh man. why didn't i see it earlier?
have you ever felt yourself losing your way? moving on and on in the same direction cos everyone else is and you never really bothered to think about it? and you're wondering why you're feeling so damn miserable all the time? take some time out. and fucking think for yourself. what you are. where you wanna go. what is it that you really want.
oh wait. being the practical people we all are,
maybe after promos.
a love I already have
I do not need to strive to become
someone I already am
I do not need to worry about envy seek run after lust suffer weep crave or wish wish wish wish with all my might for any damn thing in this world
for I already have everything I will ever want or need
I've been so tired running in circles after a finishing line
that had always been my starting point
I've always had it all
It's all done.
In Christ.
what am i doing?! what the fuck am i doing. i've been such a moron all this while. hey. it's no wonder i'm getting so stressed out and having all kinds of strange mood swings and weird panic attacks. oh fuck. the stupidest thing to ever do is trying to be in a place you already are in. like trying to be in rock auditorium when i'm sitting IN it. it's exactly what i'm doing now with everything that i already have. oh man. why didn't i see it earlier?
have you ever felt yourself losing your way? moving on and on in the same direction cos everyone else is and you never really bothered to think about it? and you're wondering why you're feeling so damn miserable all the time? take some time out. and fucking think for yourself. what you are. where you wanna go. what is it that you really want.
oh wait. being the practical people we all are,
maybe after promos.
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