heyo! i'm back again! watching olympics badminton now. korea vs korea! hahhaaha. whoever loses, korea still wins. ..
whoa. what a tough week i've had. i've been bombarded by loads of shit recently. took me quite alot of effort to finally rest to get out of that oppressed state of mind. shucks man i never knew stress could get so bad.. thankfully i hit rock bottom and had Jesus to get me back! phew. ok. think i've got to take things easier from now on and maybe drop some stuff.. as to what i don't know yet. now that i think about it, i don't really wanna think about anymore yucky stuff. Jesus will settle them for me.
anyway!!! got out of school early yesterday cos i couldn't stand the atmosphere anymore. passed by ms wang and she asked me if i was okay.. and asked if i wanted to talk. and then i started to.......... ok nevermind so anyway i didn't feel like talking at that time so yeah. thought about going home to get some rest but decided NAHHHHHHH. i needed to let it all out. so i caught collateral with sherm and bumped into tooty and janani!! heehee what a coincidence. tooty asked me if i was going back to school later but naw. anyway i had bible study later. so went off to suntec and by then i was really so damn confused and disillusioned i wished i could sink into a hole in the ground and die. then i thought better of it and went into church!! slept for about half an hour before service started and when i woke up i felt soooooo muchhhhhh better... felt life running through my veins during the service and lo and behold!! by the end of it i actually looked alive!!! it's always Jesus and Jesus and more of Him that saves me.. yesterday's msg was about the forgiveness of sins and more forgiveness and more grace and more forgiveness.. not me forgiving other people but that i am forgiven of all sins!! by Jesus' blood. man. i was released. the msg was really for me.. especially the last part when pastor was praying for people who have been under oppression and the spirit of heaviness and depression and all that. i was toootaallyyyyyyy set freeeee!!! man. it's good to be home.... i just loooooove being home in His house.
anyway, it's nearing 1 and i've got to go. gonna meet sherm at esplanade and then go for CAMPUSSSSS!!!! YEAAAAHHH!! more more moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee of LIFE and PEACE!!! He loves me and He loves you too. :) personally.
whoa. what a tough week i've had. i've been bombarded by loads of shit recently. took me quite alot of effort to finally rest to get out of that oppressed state of mind. shucks man i never knew stress could get so bad.. thankfully i hit rock bottom and had Jesus to get me back! phew. ok. think i've got to take things easier from now on and maybe drop some stuff.. as to what i don't know yet. now that i think about it, i don't really wanna think about anymore yucky stuff. Jesus will settle them for me.
anyway!!! got out of school early yesterday cos i couldn't stand the atmosphere anymore. passed by ms wang and she asked me if i was okay.. and asked if i wanted to talk. and then i started to.......... ok nevermind so anyway i didn't feel like talking at that time so yeah. thought about going home to get some rest but decided NAHHHHHHH. i needed to let it all out. so i caught collateral with sherm and bumped into tooty and janani!! heehee what a coincidence. tooty asked me if i was going back to school later but naw. anyway i had bible study later. so went off to suntec and by then i was really so damn confused and disillusioned i wished i could sink into a hole in the ground and die. then i thought better of it and went into church!! slept for about half an hour before service started and when i woke up i felt soooooo muchhhhhh better... felt life running through my veins during the service and lo and behold!! by the end of it i actually looked alive!!! it's always Jesus and Jesus and more of Him that saves me.. yesterday's msg was about the forgiveness of sins and more forgiveness and more grace and more forgiveness.. not me forgiving other people but that i am forgiven of all sins!! by Jesus' blood. man. i was released. the msg was really for me.. especially the last part when pastor was praying for people who have been under oppression and the spirit of heaviness and depression and all that. i was toootaallyyyyyyy set freeeee!!! man. it's good to be home.... i just loooooove being home in His house.
anyway, it's nearing 1 and i've got to go. gonna meet sherm at esplanade and then go for CAMPUSSSSS!!!! YEAAAAHHH!! more more moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee of LIFE and PEACE!!! He loves me and He loves you too. :) personally.
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